SATURDAY 5 MARCH

Saturday, 5 march 2011.

It's been a day after my mom surgery. She's doing well right now. But it s sad to see her in pain after the surgery. Seldom i watch my family in pain, and i really hate it whenever it happens.
But i think everything s gonna be alright, insyaallah. After all, my mom is one of the strongest mom ever.
yesterday, my dad cancelled a big meeting with his boss. twas so big, that his boss came all over from United States to discuss a new bio project with him and a few more of his fellow friends. But family comes first. He cancelled the meeting and came to Hospital Kuala Lumpur ASAP after my mom is out of the OT room.

Funny thing. My dad ask a doctor that came in to check my mom yesterday. Is this like, a major surgery that may have lots of complicatance? the first doctor, a lady, said that no worries, as this s just a minor surgery. After around 15 minutes later, another doctor came in. a guy. and my dad, deliberately ask the same question again to the doctor.
This time, the doctor said, this is a major surgery, but dont worry, for now everything looks fine.LOL.
my dad LOL'ed and said to us, this is why we only ask and trust the doctor who really DID the surgery. Dont just go and ask some random doctors that walk around.
After a few minutes, my aunt came. She's a pathologist at this hospital. She helps alot. I mean alot. we even used her name to get in my mom's ward at restricted time. its easy to have one of the family members as a doctor. *WINK WINK*

lets hope my wife s a doctor too ;)

anyway. I m really surprised to see how persistence the nurses are here. Whenever i needed anything, i just press the 'call the nurse' button. Even when i want to raise the bed higher.LOL.pwn3d. But damn they come whenever i pressed that button. Even at 3 am. Its not really an awe, as all nurses at all hospitals are like that. But still, personally i am amazed. Ok what the hell. Im in my mom's ward now, and a nurse just came in and told us that 'MAYBE' my mom can go home by this evening, as this is just a minor operation. LOL =.=
Again, what the hell is going on with nurses and doctors giving different opinion?

Anyway, i dont like to tell my personal stories in my blog. i only give general information. ( yeah right {-__-} ) \.

heres one fact : painkillers isnt really effective.

haha.my mom keeps getting panadol, painkiller pills, enjection. But none of em seems super effective. Well they manage to ease my mom's pain for few hours, but lesser time than it should be.

I am now at HKL ( Hospital Kuala Lumpur ). well theres only 1 thing i have to say about this place. PUBLIC TOILETS SUCK. Should be better like its name. I mean, this is one of the major government hospital in Malaysia. Its in Kuala Lumpur, capital city of Malaysia for god sake. They shouldnt abandon small details about this hospital such as vending machines and pub toilets. Frankly, i rather pee behind the building than in the public toilets. But, i have to praise the surau. For me, its quite convinient and fairly spacious. The convinient stores here are also okay. But put a 24 hours store to get more salutation from me. ;)

I have no comment about HKL's parking sites. Its not that bad. But its not that good either.

By the way, my mom is not the only one whose not well here.

fyi, i have Bell's pausy. Or is it Palsy. Its a desease that weaken my whole left face nerves. I now can only smile with half of my face. I even blink with only my right eye ( but didnt realize that until yesterday ). But this is not a major desease, eventho it sounds like one. I ll be okay around 2 3 weeks later, after taking some steroids, vitamins, and painkillers. YEAH. STEROIDS. How cool am i? i mean, i have steroids in my pocket. DO YOU? ;)
anyway its just white pills with a size of half of panadol. Nothing special. I was thinking that it ll be more like, you know. Big pills, with a letter S on it. maybe black or brown in colour. yeah quite dissapointed with the look of the steroids.

Why the hell am i talking about steroids.

Anyway this Bell's Spalsy desease is not contagious. So dont worry guys -__-
The cause of this desease is unknown. Thats what my doctor said. But some of the cases are caused by viral infection (which i think the cause for mine). I was all scared when the doctor said something wrong with my nerves. I mean who dont? Its NERVES. not lips or nose or ears. I mean, i could be having strokes. or that kind of serious $h!+. But thank god, Alhamdulillah, its just some nerve dysfunctional that isnt permanent ( I HOPE ).
Go google image Bell's Palsy and look at the images. I look exactly like that when im smiling. Yeah laugh.

Okay I need to pee. bye.

-Saturday, 5 March 2011-
- 9.30 am -
-HKL-

My Favourite Ear Dishes

personally, i think all of these songs deserve more nowdays. Not low quality, 10 K bits/s , noob songs like Justin Bieber and those autotune girls. ( no offense )
;)

Here y go :

Pink Floyd - Another brick in the wall
Scorpions - Big city nights
- When the smoke is going down
- Wind of change
- Still loving you
- Lady starlight
- Born to touch your feelings
- White dove
- Bad for good
- Life's like a river
- In trance
- Always somewhere
- Believe in love
ACDC - You shook me all night long
- Thunderstruck
- Highway to hell
- Back in black
- TNT
Queens - Another one bites the dust
Audioslave - Like a stone
- I am the highway
- Be yourself
- Doesnt remind me
Israel Kamakawiwo'ole - Over the rainbow
Santana - Black magic woman
- Samba pa ti
Europe - Carrie
Aerosmith - I dont want to miss a thing
- Janie got a gun
- Pink
Creedence Clearwater Revival - Have you ever seen the rain
Deep Purple - Highway star
- Black night
- Soldier of fortune
- Smoke on the water
Def Leppard - Rock of ages
Dire Straits - Sultans of swing
Dragonforce - Through fire and the flame
Eric Clapton - Layla
- I shot the sheriff
- Little wing
Black Sabbath - War pig
- Ironman
- Crazy train
- Heaven and hell
Gun & Roses - Civil war
- Dont cry
- November rain
- Cats in the cradle
- Sweet child of mine
Manowar - Heart of steel
- Carry on
- Courage
- Master of the wind
- Outlaw
- warriors of the world united
- Battle hymns
- Hail and kill
Jimi Hendrix - All along the watchtower
Metallica - Whiskey in the jar
- Nothing else matters
- One
- St Anger
- Fuel
Oasis - Stop crying your heart out
- Wonderwall
- Stand by me
Neil Young - Heart of gold
- Old man
- My my hey hey
- Heart of gold
- Like a hurricane
- Change your mind
- Southern man
White Lion - When the children cry
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Sweet home alabama
- Simple man
- Freebird
Bon Jovi - You give love a bad name
- Its my life
Twisted Sister - I wanna rock
Skid Row - I remember you
Slash feat Myles Kennedy - Starlight
Slash feat Wolfmother - By the sword
Slash feat adam levine - Gotten
Slash feat Ozzy Osbourne - Crucify the dead
Steve vai - For the love of god

;)

Who the hell is ANGER?

Whats up grumpy?

Anger. It s everybody's friend. AND enemy. Anger is our friend because it helps us being human. And yeah, it always around us anywhere and anytime, just like your bestfriend. If you have never felt angry, you re not human.GTFO. jk. But yeah seriously, you aint normal without anger.

Frankly, managing anger is quite easy. Well at least for me it is(for now).

Expressing your anger in a physical way is the best way to decrease your 'angularity' level. (mind my own word)
Anger is best dealt physically. But hey, dont go out there and beat the crap out of your friends or random people. What i mean is that you choose a physical activity that wont harm you or another person. Some good ways to deal with anger is punching pillows and jumping on your bed ( dont do it if you re a guy )
(well okay you can do it. As long as no one s looking)

Look at that. Dont you just want to beat the crap out of that pillow?

Men, in other way have more ways to express anger as they have more physical activities available for them. Its fairly easy. Take a martial art class. Play football. Baseball. Basketball. Or whatever balls. Also, playing games can REALLY REALLY reduce anger. Like me, whenever i m feeling angry, i just go kick someone's ass in an online game. But any game would do. It s a virtual way to let go your anger.



REMEMBER : holding back anger is sometimes bad. So you can feel a little bit angry right now or extremely angry later. The way to diffuse anger is to deal with it in the moment. But in the correct ways. :)

bye Mr Grumpy.

12 a.m :)

ONE YEAR!LETS GO LIFE!

Wouldnt it be nice?

A world without grudge, hatred and ego. seems like it s impossible to achieve this. A friend of mine once said

hatred wont accompany you in the darkness. Revenge and ego wont either. But forgiveness and friendship does.

It is a fact that everyone has a little ego in themselves. It s also true that ego give you strength. give you endurance in facing problems. but it s also your biggest enemy.

Personally, i myself failed to overcome my ego. But that doesnt stop me from trying. My point is, that you need to at least try to overcome your ego. Simple rule, ego destroys relationships and friendships. Dont believe me? you ego maniac. i know deep inside you, you know that you too have been through this at least once in your life.

If a person give you advice, or complains about your attitude, take it positively.think it as.. a friend who tries to correct your grammar(attitude) in your essay(life).(dont correct my grammar). When friends complain about your attitude, or commented on your behaviour, they are actually trying to make your 'essay' better. honestly, i think this kind of people are your true friends. They dont afraid to give you advice and comment about your attitude. They stood up to correct you. It s the way to show that they are caring.

And, please, being sensitive is not bad. BUT the real illness to your mind is by being TOO sensitive. But at which part is TOO sensitive? how to determine whether of we being t0o sensitive or not? My opinion is, that when being with true friends, there is no such thing as being t0o sensitive. True friend will surely cares about each other's emotion and feelings. If one is feeling that his/her friend is abandoning him/her, he/she should just tell to 'friend' that he/she is feeling like that right away. No point hiding that feelings. As it may cause your emotion states to overload.

Apologize. Its like, a key to defuse an argument. An apology is an expression of remorse or guilt over having said or done something that is acknowledged to be hurtful or damaging, and a request for forgiveness. However, its true, that it is so hard to let go and succumb in a conflict. For me, 3 important things in apology that you must have is :

1. Sincere
2. Patience and tolerance

okay. Theres only 2.Not 3. :P

Sincere. Actually, it s fairly easy to be sincere. Be honest and stick to your words. Thats all. Also to remember, The apology is not about your guilt, your shame, your fear of rejection, your anxiety or your loneliness while waiting to be forgiven. It is about the other person.

Patience. Sometimes, people want to forgive you, or maybe already forgive you. But still, time is needed for them to cool off. IMO, whats best to do is, after apologizing, give some times for that person to ease his/her mind.

Well. Thats about it. I kinda side tracked alot there. But yeah. Not really a bad thing :)

Say bye2 to Egolomogo, and hi to forgivingnessly :)

If Eva You Need AnyThin~

If eva u need anythin for your computer (except hardwares.get em in stores) do this :

1. go to this site : http://www.warez-bb.org

2. Register.

3. NO. u dont need to pay to create an account -__-

4. Search anything [movies,musics,games,softwares,windows,other OS apps,console
games{xbox ps2 psp}]

5. It s called warez because its free.

6. 95% most of the time, files n softwares there do not contain viruses. well, 100%
of the time if you read comments from previous downloaders.

7. Trustable. not really that illegal as torrent does. and very low chance of
getting caught. I dont think u wont. I know i dont. ;)

8. when u see links, copy and paste in your URL box. if there are multiple links,
u need to DL every link. Except if it states that other links are mirrors
(alternative links)

9. follow instructions. download.



i know most of peeps out there know how to DL. but just in case, for those noobs out there ;)

LEARN ISLAM , NOT INHERIT IT

learn islam, not inherit it

-Tarek Al Saleh-

Thats a part of today's friday prayer's sermon. I totally agree with him. Today's people only take islam for granted. Some of em even only islam in title, but in reality, they dont even practice that religion. oh people.know that Islam is a complete religion. Its straight, its perfect, and its pure.

i ve read somewhere about a professor who said something like this to a mua'laf(not really a mua'laf, he's muslim for like 10++ years) who tried to involve in a discussion aabout islam

YOU ARE NEW TO ISLAM. WHAT DO YOU KNOW. WE ARE ISLAM SINCE WE WERE BORN. SO STAY OUT OF THIS

What the hell? Quality of one's iman doesnt count bcoz one was born as a muslim, but how many deeds one has done and if one is really taking care of his/her compulsory ibadah. We usually see people who are new in islam give preaches, but in fact they are new in islam. Why does this happen? Because they learn islam by heart. They learn to know, and learn to understand. That's why sometimes, they tend to have more knowledge than us who 'inherit' islam from our parents. we only follow and copy what our parents do, but we dont really try to learn more about what and why we are doing that. We take islam for granted.

This is a little summary about today's friday sermon(some of the points, i added up myself). It was by Tarek Al Saleh, A master graduated guy from Palestin. He ll be returning to Palestin tomrw(i think).
He's the president of Islamic Society in UNMC. Its sad to lose a good brother like him :-S

He read a wonderful poem that he wrote himself on that sermon. twas in arabic.not really understand it, but hey, he almost cried.haha. i assume the poem is nice :)

Allah bless you Tarek Al Saleh.

-end-