Number One

sometimes, i wondered, why cant i ______ and why did i ____. Why did i even ______ eventho i knew that ______. ( insert anything in empty spaces )

2012

Its a red year, for now.since i only experienced 2012 for 1 hour+.
There are some stuffs that i still havent accomplished. When i said that my new year's (2012) resolutions are the last year's one, some said that it is silly of me sayin that. but the real deal is, that i cant even accomplish last year's resolutions. Therefore, i gotta complete my old target and visions before making a new one.

Iam now considered 20 (according to years). Kinda weird thinking that technically iam not a teenager anymore. But screw years, people ll believe me even if i tell them that i am 16. MY HEIGHT PWNS!

2011

Its a green year for me. Why? lots of reasons. But only 1 that imma tell now. Lookin to this entry's title, you should know it. yeap.

I had a very great moments and times with her! my no 1. Someone who always makes me smile and laugh. When she do, she never fails to make me smile. NEVAH! I considered her, a blessing in my life. The thing is, i always made her sad. my last year's vision was not to make her sad anymore. I always failed that. Aaand that s one of the visions that i NEED to really achieve this year and keep it forever.

It s funny, coz she always reminds me of midori in the anime 'midori no hibi'. Dont ask me why.
It s weird, how we first met. twas a very awkward moment.

2010

I called this INTEC times. Freakin fun times. twas a freakin long holiday. I got my driver license. I met her almost once a week! Yeah i know. No matter what, i will try to meet her on every weekend. I drove to INTEC ( lost for quite few times, eventho its not that far from my home -_-) to meet her even just for an hour. I met many new friends. Her friends. I was kinda surprised by her friends. They are so friendly, and seems my type of friends. Very easy to connect with. Well i guess her friends are my friends too. Anyway, 2010, a damn nice year with her :D

2008-2009

Green! hell yeah. PC's life. yada yada yada, exams, met very nice people, made new friends, awesome friends, met her! Had fun times with her for the whole year. Best year eva. I never stop bugging her from early 2009 until late 2009. Everytime. even sometimes in class -__-, prep times, night times. LoL.



aaand. now. its 2012. Lets hope i have the best year ever. Amin.


-Alhamdulillah, i made it to 20 years old-

Nobody Gives A Damn

yeap. Its true.

Because It Matters

"Non of it matters?Wha-what.Non of it matters?" -Mike Wazowski-

Lol it feels weird quoting words that are from cartoon movie. Still, I love it and think its brilliant. Aaaaandddd like always, my post titles dont really reflect the content of the post. I just love to make catchy titles :D

When life gives you lemon, you make lemonade. But what happens when life gives you honey aaaand lemon at the same time? You obviously make honey lemonade ( mmmm..drools), right? What am i trying to say is that, life is dull without problems. Life, itself is happiness. Its a gift. all good stuffs happening to you, its all honey baby!

Good god, i dont know why am i writing something that is so boring -_-
Even i myself feel bored reading my own blog. Ah well, that is the use of blog(to me). Write till you feel bored.

Baaaack to the main topic again, because it matters. You may be wondering what am i talking about. Im talking about anything. Everything matters in this world. From the smallest deed to the smallest sin.

Well..thats about it. Thats all i have to say. Im feeling blank. As blank as my blanket.

Anyway, last 2 November was my birthday! Happy belated birthday to meh! I love birthdays, especially my own and my significant other. Its just that i have problems memorizing my friends birth date, even my own family. Coz im such a forgetful person. So no hard feelings to all my friends if i forgot about cho birthday ;)

My mood for today = :/

This is Special

This is a special goodluck wish to Nawal Amalina Bt Muhd Asri. Goodluck in your exams! you can do it! cepat2 habis, then balik Malaysia. Goodluck goodluck goodluck! every subject pun you will do awesomely. Remember to :

1. read prayers before opening exam papers
2. Make sure your mind is in a calm state
3. You are happy+anxious, not scared+nervous
4. Be optimistic, not pessimistic
5. Make sure you have everything ready! stationary, pen and stuffs!
6. Bring a watch
7. Eat your breakfast. Or lunch, if it starts at noon
8. Study!~ haha :D
9. report to me after every exam! hihihi :D
10. Sleep early
11. BALIK MALAYSIA

go go go, ole ole ole :D

ps : Kelantan kalah Fa Cup. sad. haha

RAndom words from my mind

 

I can sleep when i am in a state of meditation,

I will sleep when i am tired,

I cant sleep when i am in doubt and sanction,

Maybe it ll be better if I sleep somewhere else other than my bed.

still cant sleep.

It glows light blue in the morning,

It gets bright white yellowish in the afternoon,

It ll be orange yellowish in the evening,

The sky is a wonder, full of beauties like the sun and the moon.

 

No point of being sad if no one s there to share your sadness. Therefore, dont be sad if you re alone, and dont be alone, if you re sad. sadness is like spaghetti. You share it.

 

Problem is like a hot fried chicken. ‘kalau tak boleh cubit sendiri, mintak lah kawan tolong cubit kan ayam panas tu’.

 

Relate all these random words with our life.

Sailing The Seven Seas

What happens when your ship got hit by big waves and are starting to break apart? You repair the ship. Without the ship, we wont get to our destination, a land where happiness can be achieved.

Im the captain of my ship. And right now, my ship is in a bad condition. We got caught in a storm. Today, it seems like i am running out of planks and woods to repair my ship. But nay, giving up is not an option. As the captain, abandoning my ship is not an option.

If you re out of planks and woods, break barrels and use it to patch your ship. Your ship might looks like that she wont hold any much longer, but in a storm, u cant see your surrounding. My point is, that land maybe only few leagues away. If you give up now, your efforts all these time sailing to get there are meaningless.

Im the captain of my ship. Even if my ship is breaking apart, and seems like there s not even bit of chance to save her, i ll stay with her until she falls apart.

What ll happen next? I dont know. My ship is still in one piece. Or at least that s what i think. Maybe the worst that can happen is that, i lose her. Then the best thing i can do is to swim to land. That is, if i make it without drowning.

Im the captain of my ship

Captains dont abandon their ships.

Understand, that i am talking in terms of metaphor.

The vessel could be anything. The land ( destination ) could be anything.

Storms represent problems.

If you stop trying, then you will never gain. If you try but keep failing, keep trying. I ll do anything to reach my destination, even if it means swimming without both of my hands in a storming sea.

Problems wont exist without solutions.

I m sorry if what i m sayin doesnt make any sense to you. Its just that, i dont want to drown before reaching my destination.

WHY DO KIDS NEED PARENTS?

Parents.

Why do kids need them? you ever wonder? What we know is, that they just appear in our lives without we giving a choice whether wanting them or not. Why's that? Simple.

First, let me tell you. Life without parents is like a life without love. Parents love are so holy and pure, that even you hurt them, they wont mind, and certainly wont bounce back. No other human being wouldnt be angry if you hurt them. Well except your parents.

okay anyway. Back to the main top. Why do kids need their parents?

You may know that human need guidance in their lives. You want to play games, you play the tutorial first. You want to drive, you learn to drive from a driving instructor. Similarly, parents are the ultimate guider for us in life, after Al Quran and Sunnah. Even reading the Quran, it was your parents who taught you that. It was them who teach you how to eat and how to go to the toilet. Honestly boy, without them, i dont think you ll be standing here. you might still crawlin and poop in your pants.

Have you ever heard of the saying " Parents know best " ? Cant be more true than that. Even they prevent you from being too free, but as i said earlier, parents know best. Seriously, go ahead and imagine. How many times you have injuries and accidents when your parents gave you permission to do something? How many times do you think you would have injuries and accidents when your parents give MORE permission? Yeah go ahead and say, " Experience is the best teacher " . Coz Lets see you said that when your mother told you not to go hiking, and u still do and u fell hard breaking both of your legs. Experience is a good teacher. But parents are better teachers than experience. Oh so much better.

Living with parents, its like studying living skills ( kemahiran hidup ) . They teach almost every living skills. Situation 1, your father is smoking. You go to your dad and ask, " dad, can i smoke? "
For freakin sure, your dad will answer, " No son. Its unhealthy ". BAM. 1 living skill obtained.
Situation 2, your mother is cooking. She calls you to help her in the kitchen. BAM, 2 living skills obtained. Come on, where else can you get free love (infinity) + free living skills education + free drinks and food + free accommodation + free clothes + free toys + free vacations + ETC ( too much wont bother writing) for life?? Not to mention, you get allowance through almost your whole life. You tell me where can i get all that in this world aside from parents, then i shall agree with you that kids dont need parents. Goodluck with that.

Anyway, with all those things ^ , they deserve every kindness that we have. You respect your teachers, you respect your instructors, you respect your lecturers. you even respect your gf/bf (lol) , why cant you respect them? Thats why they are number 3 in this universe that we MUST respect, follow and give full love, after Allah and Prophet Muhammad (PBUH). No excuse brothers and sisters.

“say not to them a word of disrespect” [al-Israa’ 17:23]

Even words of Allah tells you to not to say even a word of disrespect for them. How many have you said in your whole life? Honestly, even i myself said at least once UMH or AWWHHH to them. Thats why, we should keep improving ourselves and try our best to please them, while they are still alive. :)

PARENTS RULEZ!!