Who the hell is ANGER?

Whats up grumpy?

Anger. It s everybody's friend. AND enemy. Anger is our friend because it helps us being human. And yeah, it always around us anywhere and anytime, just like your bestfriend. If you have never felt angry, you re not human.GTFO. jk. But yeah seriously, you aint normal without anger.

Frankly, managing anger is quite easy. Well at least for me it is(for now).

Expressing your anger in a physical way is the best way to decrease your 'angularity' level. (mind my own word)
Anger is best dealt physically. But hey, dont go out there and beat the crap out of your friends or random people. What i mean is that you choose a physical activity that wont harm you or another person. Some good ways to deal with anger is punching pillows and jumping on your bed ( dont do it if you re a guy )
(well okay you can do it. As long as no one s looking)

Look at that. Dont you just want to beat the crap out of that pillow?

Men, in other way have more ways to express anger as they have more physical activities available for them. Its fairly easy. Take a martial art class. Play football. Baseball. Basketball. Or whatever balls. Also, playing games can REALLY REALLY reduce anger. Like me, whenever i m feeling angry, i just go kick someone's ass in an online game. But any game would do. It s a virtual way to let go your anger.



REMEMBER : holding back anger is sometimes bad. So you can feel a little bit angry right now or extremely angry later. The way to diffuse anger is to deal with it in the moment. But in the correct ways. :)

bye Mr Grumpy.

12 a.m :)

ONE YEAR!LETS GO LIFE!

Wouldnt it be nice?

A world without grudge, hatred and ego. seems like it s impossible to achieve this. A friend of mine once said

hatred wont accompany you in the darkness. Revenge and ego wont either. But forgiveness and friendship does.

It is a fact that everyone has a little ego in themselves. It s also true that ego give you strength. give you endurance in facing problems. but it s also your biggest enemy.

Personally, i myself failed to overcome my ego. But that doesnt stop me from trying. My point is, that you need to at least try to overcome your ego. Simple rule, ego destroys relationships and friendships. Dont believe me? you ego maniac. i know deep inside you, you know that you too have been through this at least once in your life.

If a person give you advice, or complains about your attitude, take it positively.think it as.. a friend who tries to correct your grammar(attitude) in your essay(life).(dont correct my grammar). When friends complain about your attitude, or commented on your behaviour, they are actually trying to make your 'essay' better. honestly, i think this kind of people are your true friends. They dont afraid to give you advice and comment about your attitude. They stood up to correct you. It s the way to show that they are caring.

And, please, being sensitive is not bad. BUT the real illness to your mind is by being TOO sensitive. But at which part is TOO sensitive? how to determine whether of we being t0o sensitive or not? My opinion is, that when being with true friends, there is no such thing as being t0o sensitive. True friend will surely cares about each other's emotion and feelings. If one is feeling that his/her friend is abandoning him/her, he/she should just tell to 'friend' that he/she is feeling like that right away. No point hiding that feelings. As it may cause your emotion states to overload.

Apologize. Its like, a key to defuse an argument. An apology is an expression of remorse or guilt over having said or done something that is acknowledged to be hurtful or damaging, and a request for forgiveness. However, its true, that it is so hard to let go and succumb in a conflict. For me, 3 important things in apology that you must have is :

1. Sincere
2. Patience and tolerance

okay. Theres only 2.Not 3. :P

Sincere. Actually, it s fairly easy to be sincere. Be honest and stick to your words. Thats all. Also to remember, The apology is not about your guilt, your shame, your fear of rejection, your anxiety or your loneliness while waiting to be forgiven. It is about the other person.

Patience. Sometimes, people want to forgive you, or maybe already forgive you. But still, time is needed for them to cool off. IMO, whats best to do is, after apologizing, give some times for that person to ease his/her mind.

Well. Thats about it. I kinda side tracked alot there. But yeah. Not really a bad thing :)

Say bye2 to Egolomogo, and hi to forgivingnessly :)

If Eva You Need AnyThin~

If eva u need anythin for your computer (except hardwares.get em in stores) do this :

1. go to this site : http://www.warez-bb.org

2. Register.

3. NO. u dont need to pay to create an account -__-

4. Search anything [movies,musics,games,softwares,windows,other OS apps,console
games{xbox ps2 psp}]

5. It s called warez because its free.

6. 95% most of the time, files n softwares there do not contain viruses. well, 100%
of the time if you read comments from previous downloaders.

7. Trustable. not really that illegal as torrent does. and very low chance of
getting caught. I dont think u wont. I know i dont. ;)

8. when u see links, copy and paste in your URL box. if there are multiple links,
u need to DL every link. Except if it states that other links are mirrors
(alternative links)

9. follow instructions. download.



i know most of peeps out there know how to DL. but just in case, for those noobs out there ;)

LEARN ISLAM , NOT INHERIT IT

learn islam, not inherit it

-Tarek Al Saleh-

Thats a part of today's friday prayer's sermon. I totally agree with him. Today's people only take islam for granted. Some of em even only islam in title, but in reality, they dont even practice that religion. oh people.know that Islam is a complete religion. Its straight, its perfect, and its pure.

i ve read somewhere about a professor who said something like this to a mua'laf(not really a mua'laf, he's muslim for like 10++ years) who tried to involve in a discussion aabout islam

YOU ARE NEW TO ISLAM. WHAT DO YOU KNOW. WE ARE ISLAM SINCE WE WERE BORN. SO STAY OUT OF THIS

What the hell? Quality of one's iman doesnt count bcoz one was born as a muslim, but how many deeds one has done and if one is really taking care of his/her compulsory ibadah. We usually see people who are new in islam give preaches, but in fact they are new in islam. Why does this happen? Because they learn islam by heart. They learn to know, and learn to understand. That's why sometimes, they tend to have more knowledge than us who 'inherit' islam from our parents. we only follow and copy what our parents do, but we dont really try to learn more about what and why we are doing that. We take islam for granted.

This is a little summary about today's friday sermon(some of the points, i added up myself). It was by Tarek Al Saleh, A master graduated guy from Palestin. He ll be returning to Palestin tomrw(i think).
He's the president of Islamic Society in UNMC. Its sad to lose a good brother like him :-S

He read a wonderful poem that he wrote himself on that sermon. twas in arabic.not really understand it, but hey, he almost cried.haha. i assume the poem is nice :)

Allah bless you Tarek Al Saleh.

-end-

DEEPARAYA :D

Deeparaya celebration today!

and yeah. we performed on stage.lagu raya :D
twas quite fun for me(even a bit lame) haha coz i get to know lots of seniors.(SUARA KAK FATIN WAS SUPERBB KOT)mcm siti nurhaliza pun ada.hahaha.before performing, we watched other performers. dangggg.. they were soo good. there ws this WAKA WAKA dance by black people. -__-
and some weird sketches by pakistanis and indians. and band performance by muz and the gang.haha

after that we had dinner with all the seniors at restaurant ape nth.mamak mufler.HAHA.
n naik kereta senior, bwk laju macam harambh. laki xpe. ni yg perempuan pun mcm racing.-__-

i rode the ladies car when on the way back to campus from restaurant.i didnt know how i got in that car.HAHA.but im the only guy.and that lady drove like hell. -___-
racing and braking with the other car ( kereta baha,aiman,fitri,takayama,una).
dang.bawak kereta mcm dare devils

agak seronok berkenalan ngn diorg ni. n diorg ni plak happen to be bilik ats bilik yang kteorg slalu lepak. funny. they always hear our(especially me) voice karaoke-ing. -__-

after dinner, we play bunga api dkt sbelah blok.illegally.bcause no fires are allowed.haha.therefore main bunga api illegally! :D

yeah then they invite us to go broga-ing (hiking at broga hills) when we r free. :D
there s this girl, azian.or diorg pggil a chan.hahah.org sabah. she s quite funny bcoz her face looks so chinese and she do acts a bit like chinese. and she looks blurr sometimes. :D

not to mention akak yg garang sorg ni. -__-
dah la anti org kelantan.HAHA.

pstu theres SUP.or his full name is safuan. when we first introduced ea other, he came to us and shook our hands and said, SUP. we were like..YO.SUP.HAHAHA. -__-
then only we knew tht his name is SAP -__-
he s quite..cheeky and naughty.

Then this kak fatin.suara merdu gila.hahaha.baju warna matching plak ngn aku tadi.HAHA. and 11 november will be her birthday.happy birthday KAK fatin.HAHA. KAK. i feel so young now. :D

Then iqbal. this guy always have his earphone or wtv around his neck.even when performing.HAHA.dia style. :D

Next, BAHA.HAHAHA.bapak aku. baha ni cute kot.btw baha ni lelaki.tapi die comel.hahaha.skali dengar die ckp2, mesti aku nk tergelak.dgn expresi muka, n gaya ckp dia tu.bravo papa baha.hahaha.

well then theres qida.yg aku quite scared mula2.sbb macam garang -___-

and sya.ke nadhirah.ke ape nth name sbenar die o.0
haha.dia yg kecik molek.hahaha.baju die style gila masa perform. :D

and there are few others.yang i dont know how to elaborate.hahaha.

well i ave fun tonight.wuz good. :D

goodnighty night. :)
dimanakah mangkuk ku!

God.blog sudah bersawang -__-

-Words-

HAHA. a few months ago, very semangat nk berbelug. but then, x update2 -__-
well.here ya go. my 3rd post(excluding the stupid introduction).

-9.08 AM-

WTF? yeah i have class at 10. its a lab! dont know what we re suppose to do, but it says on the timetable, OBSERVING CELL DIVISION. sounds cool eh. Ms Jane will conduct tht experiment.or observation. After quite sometimes, i realise, that ms jane is pretty cool.and awsome.well at least better than other lecturers.haha. lecturer laen, suck.seriously i have high expectations from foreign lects. but.well.damn.hahaha.

(OKAY BORING.TALK ABOUT SOMEIN ELSE PLOX -__- )

Tonight, i will b perfoming deeparaya! its a..well..perfomance from students associating with deepavali and hari raya supposedly.but i dont think lots of ppl will come to see.bcoz we have to pay for the ticket.haha yeah i know.wtf right?
oh yeah, im not perfoming alone.we ll b singing hari raya punya lagu with around 15 ppl..i think.
and half of em are seniors. theres this 3rd year senior,a lady. damn, her voice is g-g-goood.. pretty similar to siti nurhaliza. anyway, our(malays) show, IMO, is quite boring.coz the preparation only be done 1 day (that is yesterday) before perfoming. What would you expect from performers tht practice only 1 day b4 perfoming -______-
i blame the seniors.coz we budak2 foundation only follow orders as we dont really know that we ll b perfoming on tuesday. AND the seniors only summoned us to practice yesterday.whadafork. you guys invite us masuk perfoming, tp you guys plak cm x bersungguh.
haha
but its okay. coz those seniors are kind.hahaha.
well.we ll see tonight. and theres this 1 pakistani guy, who really excited to dance with us. -__-
and always go to us and said sehlahmut harry rayaaa salam salaamuun! hahaha.
weirdo.but yeah hes kind too.and his face quite reminds me to earl's brother. in my name is earl series. YEAH. even his attitude.

-message-

I got your message :)
i miss those days too. lets get back to the start.
and i almost forgot why in the first place i created this blog.. :) :)
but i remember now.

-transmission out-