RAndom words from my mind

 

I can sleep when i am in a state of meditation,

I will sleep when i am tired,

I cant sleep when i am in doubt and sanction,

Maybe it ll be better if I sleep somewhere else other than my bed.

still cant sleep.

It glows light blue in the morning,

It gets bright white yellowish in the afternoon,

It ll be orange yellowish in the evening,

The sky is a wonder, full of beauties like the sun and the moon.

 

No point of being sad if no one s there to share your sadness. Therefore, dont be sad if you re alone, and dont be alone, if you re sad. sadness is like spaghetti. You share it.

 

Problem is like a hot fried chicken. ‘kalau tak boleh cubit sendiri, mintak lah kawan tolong cubit kan ayam panas tu’.

 

Relate all these random words with our life.

Sailing The Seven Seas

What happens when your ship got hit by big waves and are starting to break apart? You repair the ship. Without the ship, we wont get to our destination, a land where happiness can be achieved.

Im the captain of my ship. And right now, my ship is in a bad condition. We got caught in a storm. Today, it seems like i am running out of planks and woods to repair my ship. But nay, giving up is not an option. As the captain, abandoning my ship is not an option.

If you re out of planks and woods, break barrels and use it to patch your ship. Your ship might looks like that she wont hold any much longer, but in a storm, u cant see your surrounding. My point is, that land maybe only few leagues away. If you give up now, your efforts all these time sailing to get there are meaningless.

Im the captain of my ship. Even if my ship is breaking apart, and seems like there s not even bit of chance to save her, i ll stay with her until she falls apart.

What ll happen next? I dont know. My ship is still in one piece. Or at least that s what i think. Maybe the worst that can happen is that, i lose her. Then the best thing i can do is to swim to land. That is, if i make it without drowning.

Im the captain of my ship

Captains dont abandon their ships.

Understand, that i am talking in terms of metaphor.

The vessel could be anything. The land ( destination ) could be anything.

Storms represent problems.

If you stop trying, then you will never gain. If you try but keep failing, keep trying. I ll do anything to reach my destination, even if it means swimming without both of my hands in a storming sea.

Problems wont exist without solutions.

I m sorry if what i m sayin doesnt make any sense to you. Its just that, i dont want to drown before reaching my destination.

WHY DO KIDS NEED PARENTS?

Parents.


Why do kids need them? you ever wonder? What we know is, that they just appear in our lives without we giving a choice whether wanting them or not. Why's that? Simple.

First, let me tell you. Life without parents is like a life without love. Parents love are so holy and pure, that even you hurt them, they wont mind, and certainly wont bounce back. No other human being wouldnt be angry if you hurt them. Well except your parents.

okay anyway. Back to the main top. Why do kids need their parents?

You may know that human need guidance in their lives. You want to play games, you play the tutorial first. You want to drive, you learn to drive from a driving instructor. Similarly, parents are the ultimate guider for us in life, after Al Quran and Sunnah. Even reading the Quran, it was your parents who taught you that. It was them who teach you how to eat and how to go to the toilet. Honestly boy, without them, i dont think you ll be standing here. you might still crawlin and poop in your pants.

Have you ever heard of the saying " Parents know best " ? Cant be more true than that. Even they prevent you from being too free, but as i said earlier, parents know best. Seriously, go ahead and imagine. How many times you have injuries and accidents when your parents gave you permission to do something? How many times do you think you would have injuries and accidents when your parents give MORE permission? Yeah go ahead and say, " Experience is the best teacher " . Coz Lets see you said that when your mother told you not to go hiking, and u still do and u fell hard breaking both of your legs. Experience is a good teacher. But parents are better teachers than experience. Oh so much better.

Living with parents, its like studying living skills ( kemahiran hidup ) . They teach almost every living skills. Situation 1, your father is smoking. You go to your dad and ask, " dad, can i smoke? "
For freakin sure, your dad will answer, " No son. Its unhealthy ". BAM. 1 living skill obtained.
Situation 2, your mother is cooking. She calls you to help her in the kitchen. BAM, 2 living skills obtained. Come on, where else can you get free love (infinity) + free living skills education + free drinks and food + free accommodation + free clothes + free toys + free vacations + ETC ( too much wont bother writing) for life?? Not to mention, you get allowance through almost your whole life. You tell me where can i get all that in this world aside from parents, then i shall agree with you that kids dont need parents. Goodluck with that.



Anyway, with all those things ^ , they deserve every kindness that we have. You respect your teachers, you respect your instructors, you respect your lecturers. you even respect your gf/bf (lol) , why cant you respect them? Thats why they are number 3 in this universe that we MUST respect, follow and give full love, after Allah and Prophet Muhammad (PBUH). No excuse brothers and sisters.

“say not to them a word of disrespect” [al-Israa’ 17:23]


Even words of Allah tells you to not to say even a word of disrespect for them. How many have you said in your whole life? Honestly, even i myself said at least once UMH or AWWHHH to them. Thats why, we should keep improving ourselves and try our best to please them, while they are still alive. :)


PARENTS RULEZ!!

Oh I Wish

Oh I wish khutbah style in Selangor is changed. Why oh why Tok Imam only read the khutbah script. No wonder Malay always sleep when listening khutbah. Its like listening to someone who reads you a book. And their tone, its always the same. Why cant they give khutbah like a normal ceramah tone. Its more fun and enjoyable to listen. Not that i dont enjoy listening to khutbah, but if the imam's tone is not passionate and sounds flat, even other imams could fall asleep.


Oh I wish i am in Russia right now. Not studying, but, er, like, vacation or something.There s someone there who i wish to see right now. Oh why oh why. Its been 7 months. There ll be awkward moments when i meet her when she comes back. lol. Ah screw awkward moments. any moments with her is a bliss. Even when we re having a fight. lolyeahseriously.

Oh I wish friends can only come. and will never go. So many friends that i ve already 'lost' in these years. I dont know whether to say this is an advantage or disadvantage of being a guy, but guys always change their bestfriend. Its like, 4 years ago, someone else is your bestfriend. Now, its somebody else, and your 'bestfriend' from 4 years ago almost becomes a complete stranger to you. On the bright side, theres no heart feelings from each side. But..yeah honestly i miss my old friends, who now almost become a complete strangers to me. They may be in your friends list in facebook, but they never talk to you, and you never talk to them. *omg enough of this gay talk*

Oh I wish people would stop smoking. I dont mind smokers, but i m pissed when they f*ckin blow cigar's smokes in open air infront of me, like we, who dont smoke have perfume gels in our nostrils. I consider smoking like farting. Only, farts wont kill you. If you fart infront of someone, surely they ll be pissed. So does blowing smokes infront of my effin face. People please, if you want to kill yourself slowly, go do it alone. Dont get me involved.

Oh I wish for a blackberry. ;)

Oh I wish you a good day.

Nawal Amalina hai! :D


ONLY ALLAH KNOWS

Only Allah knows what i am feeling right now.

O Allah, i am your humble servant, and i pray to you almighty Allah.

may my father is safe and healthy, in USA.

i am too weak to be left alone without him.

Maccaroni & Cheese



I love maccaroni and cheese. i love spaghetti. and i love nasi lemak. so dear, i hope you know how to cook all that. :P

anyway, yeah i know i'm kinda lame for a blogger. coz im not a damn blogger. i write when i want.

This entry is completely random. I just finished Organic Chemistry final exam. so , i'd like to b*tch around in my blog :)
after all, i know i only have 1 loyal follower ( << also the reason that i create this blog =) )

Okay here s all my random thoughts :

feast upon em.

MONEY

i'm officially broke. No more freakin Ringgits in my bank. Spent too much on food. but i never get fat. Yeah i know, heaven :)
i can eat without restriction and can stay slim and sexy. Envy? GOOD
And i have to pay the freakinly expensive rent. stupid UNMC room is so expensive. It s full of bugs and why it has to be so expensive?

SEX VIDEO OF DSAI

Well, this is a pure random thought. o.0
I just read an article from T.G Dato' Dr Haron Din. His comments are so brilliant, that i think if anyone doesn't believe that the sex video is just a lame propaganda to increase votes for the corrupted government, they re just ignorant. Here s the link for anyone who really feels like reading. Its a long article.

its in malay.soz.

AFIQ WAZIENG

"Dop dau mende nik" "CONLAY"

MATHS EXAM, 13th May 2011, FRIDAY.


Gonna get down on Friday! im going to kick some math's butt. ( eventho havent start studying )

This comic sorta reflects me :


lolo tata~